Hearing the Unthinkable
I remember the day vividly when my dad broke the news to me about the
test results. Up until then, I had no clue they were checking for cancer. I
woke up late that morning, around 9-9:30, feeling some back pain, so I stayed
in bed for a bit. I mentioned it to my mom, who gave me some painkillers before
I went back to sleep. When I woke up again, I freshened up and started watching
a movie.
Meanwhile, my parents were deep in conversation in their bedroom, so I left them to it. After a while, my dad came out and asked me to join him. I figured the biopsy results were back and maybe there was a small procedure ahead. Thanks to my habit of researching things online, I had a decent understanding of what might be coming, so I remained composed. We stepped out onto the balcony, and that's when my dad gently told me I had cancer. It hit me hard, and I hugged him tightly for about five minutes.
Despite having seen many movies where cancer seemed insurmountable, I also remembered a documentary I once watched out of curiosity on YouTube about chemotherapy and cancer treatments. It had given me a basic understanding of what the journey might involve. Still, hearing the diagnosis firsthand was devastating, even with that knowledge.
After those initial moments of shock and fear, I managed to collect myself and began thinking about the road ahead. We visited the doctor who had suggested the biopsy, and he referred us to a seasoned oncologist with a dedicated team. During my first appointment with the oncologist, he confidently assured us that he would treat and cure me, but it would require a series of battles, each victory bringing me closer to recovery.
From that day onward, I embarked on what felt like a series of small wars, each one a step forward in my journey toward healing.
It takes a lot of courage to share your light through the darkest days..proud of you🫶🏼
ReplyDeleteThis is incredibly brave of you. I’ve always been in awe of the way you face every hurdle with such strength. You didn’t fight just one battle, you’ve fought a series of them, and you did it with a kind of quiet power that inspires everyone around you. Proud of you!
ReplyDeleteHey, I'm so proud of you for sharing your story. You're incredibly brave and strong. Your journey will help so many others. I'm always here for you, no matter what. Love you!
ReplyDeleteTruly inspiring in young age to maintain positive mind and composure to come out fighting...Way to go...now all battles will seem tiny moving forward...
ReplyDeleteU perfectly fit the adage - not 'why me' but "try me"! Not addressing u as kiddo but Man- yes Man that's what u have been in this entire jouney... rising like the PHOENIX!!
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